live in Technicolor.....

well.. heeeellllooooooooooooooooo..... i'm here to share a little bit of fun with you.. {oh and a rand may be at the end..sorry...}
well to start with .. this one is all about the Lily Bee Design MEMORANDUM collection kit... i got this as my showcase for a manufacturer watch over at the boxx.... and how fun is it.. full of cool classics and some fun but not super bold prints....
anyho. i went with the not cool basics and a splash of not so bright pattern... added some super FUNKY photos and wallah....

"Technicolor"

and then some closies... {the only things not in the kit. the paint {obviously, the black card, thread and the technicolor title thats Echo park and the tags}...
so there you go.. a 6x4 photo at the top.. some black paint .. and some super RANDOM but planned well sort of ..as i went along planned stitching.......
the title ...
and then a couple of mini prints.. cool hey.. i must admit that i really like the way this all came together..wooohoooo i 'm lovin a layout... sweet as.. its the first time in ages that i've liked everything about a layout... woohoo.. HAPPY dance..... so thats it on the scrappy front..

BUT i just need to get this out .. so sorry suckers... fast forward to the comments if you want.. so ... is it just me or does anyone else feel somedays .. why.. why the crap am i a mum.. dont get me wrong i love my kids..they are almost all i have..but seriously there are days where i just think why the fuck.. when they just dont want to listen.. when they yell at me... or when after finally having enough of not getting listened to i loose it and ORDER them to bed.. well tonight took the cake.. i ordered to bed... but gave them the option of givin mama and papa kisses before they went and yes i'd still read them a LITTLE book.. so what does Tarj do.. he gets up and kicks the wall...seriously.. YOU are only 5.. holy crap what kind of attitude are you going to have in a few years... {and yes needless to say he WASNT read any books}... but .. i just wonder.. why.... ??? i know i shouldnt complain they are pretty good kids... and they are smart... granted Ivy does talk alittle too much..but mostly they are good..so why do i doubt somedays on having them.. i hate that i think it sometimes... and then they'll look at me or ask for a kiss or just do something funny and then i forget ...but is it normal to feel like this.. i know everyone has their bad days..but please someone tell me they have minutes or seconds when You think that...and i'm not insane..please.. oh and anyone who knows me KNOWS that i would never hurt them so please dont ring the child protection unit... i think that i will be better.. in about..oh i dont know as long as it takes me to finish writing this...but.... just a big fat BLAH... so thanks for listening..and i just had to vent..sometimes i hate not having someone here to actually say these things out loud..but then again i'm not sure that i would actually SAY them if someone was here... anyho.. thats it...

bye and thanks for letting do that.. oh heck its MY blog...so i can say what i want... ,, VENT ended..

i hope you all have a great couple of days.. and if i dont see you sooner i'll be back sunday for the SESH...

Sunday Session.......

this one is to set the mood for my day.. ENJOY.....


so today.. was FUNNY to say the least.. started off as any usual Sunday..well usual for at the moment..the clean... the extra clean.. anyone who knows me that i'm not messy on a good day so the clean is just to make things sparkly.. and then since M&D are away {or were.they are now home.... eek....}... i had to mow..so i was happy coz i got ALL of the yard done..sweet.. oh and alittle tan happening.. well thought it was a slight add to the colour but apparently alittle more..abit red today..but then tomorrow will be brown..oh how blessed to have good skin.. and then.. it was... Traceys Bday on Friday so for her 35th she decided to do something alittle different... so she had an 80's Roller Skating party... yeah.. and NO there was no alcohol involved.. scary hey... so apparently since i'm an awesome friend we had to get dressed up..so i ended up doin the whole fluro thing .which is really easy ...since the fluro is BACK yeah baby.... hehehe.... so this is what i looked like... {{WARNING.. viewing is guaranteed to produce LAUGHTER...}
TOLD YOU... heheheee...
oh i got these socks awhile ago.. fell in love as soon as i saw them.. and they were perfect .. even perfect enough that BB has said that i have to wear them to soccer tomorrow night.....
BB and I incredibooth photos.. FUN..

me and the bday girl.. and i am also happy to report that there was NO need for any ambulances..we survived..even talked of doin it again..was fun....

so i have just found this..........

OMG BOYZ II MEN.. i drooled over them and their songs.. {not sure about the biebster..but anyho...worth a share...}
so reminising {spelling??whoops}
i think this was my fav...




so YEAH.. not much happening in the world of lj this weekend..sorry.. oh except i was COMPLETELY alone for the weekend.. from Friday when i finished work until about 11 today and i must say i liked IT... yep ... i did.. so what did i do..well after much discussion and Laughter with one of the gorgeous girls at work i decided on movie night..so went to Kmart after work purchased Burlesque {well had to be girly..was only me after all}.. went to bottle o { got cruisers which funnily enough i didnt have any until Saturday night} and Hannah {from work} gave me a block of chocolate for my night.. {see i said she was gorgeous oh and she is STUNNING as well.. seriously..but anyho}.. back to business.. oh and when we were talking i said that i think i'm goin to sleep in the NUDE [yep sorry for mental pictures.. hit erase NOW] .. i mean how liberating is it.. i love it.. and since i'm single i dont have the .. how shall i put this.. Man pressures that goes with naked sleeping..... so i thought HELL YEAH... and it was fantastic.. bliss.. omg... oh.. i think i should really insert a WARNING before that .. might be a slight over share.. but you see.. every.. well pretty much every night miss Ivy comes into my bed and i find it not appropriate to sleep starkass when the kids are home.. so with no one about .... wow.. and i suggest you try it sometime if you dont already that is.. .lol..... so yeah.. anyho... more movies sat night then i have already mentioned above what i did TOday.... so there you have it.. .oh and sorry but Zinga never got to me today for any requests so there are all mine today..

oh oh oh and we had 4 groups through today and the agent said 1 may look promising..so cross your fingers and your toes for me...... OK.. you have them crossed right??????

ok ok ok.. enough from me.. i hope you guys are well..and please leave me some lovin.. i still need it you know.... have an AWESOME week everyone and thanks for dropping by....

a word that i LOVE....

so you have probably guessed thats its a new fortnight so that means one thing..a new word.. and its a good word this fortnight.. you can use it a few ways but as long as you use it somewhere on your page i TRUST that you would meet all the requirements for judging.. so here we go...
the word is TRUST.....
yep trust its such a powerful word dont you think and sometimes its one of the hardest emotions to control..the issue of Trust. it have absolute trust in someone is a gift.. and you all know you can trust me to supply your day with random crap just to make you smile.. well i hope you do. and i hope you like visiting me as much as i like visitin all of you.. {or stalking but stalking implies a level of... well ... eekness... } holy crap i've digressed.so anyho back to the issue for today.
TRUST...so here you go.
"Trust You.."
oh yeah there is a Sketch you can use as a guide.. i didnt whoops..but head over to Bird is the Word for some more inpiration and the sketch... as soon as you've finished reading my post and left a comment that is... closies...

how gorgeous is October Afternoons Sidewalks collection... mixed with some Crate and Nikki Sivile.. and other randomness. you know i cant just use ONE brand at a time..
the title.. random stitching and paper ripping..
the photo and journaling.
and a cute banner just because i can..so there you have it..dont forget you still have alittle while to complete your Adore Layouts and then have a go at this one... woot woot.

so anyho.. insert warning.. RAMBLINGS about to happen..

so yesterdays sunday session i said that i wasted the day.and i did.. but whilst doing all the wasting my head was thinking and going over everything a million times as it does.. and i have come to the conclusion that somedays i wish no WANT my brain just to switch off.. just take things as they are or were i suppose.. just to stop disecting every single little thing that is goin on in my life..just to shut the freak up really..... do you feel like that as well or is it just a Random Lj thing.. coz i'm not sure if i can cope with random lj crap all the time.. i 've had enough.. ENOUGH already.....i think that i suppose i am way too hard on myself and i am trying to take myself alittle less serious.. i'm trying to be alittle more fun..but honestly i think i suck at fun.. i think i just suck at alot of things.. yep see my crappy arse head is thinking again.. no i dont suck.. i have some good qualities.. i can make other people laugh, i can create some things, i can try.. yep thats it i CAN try and think of myself alittle more highly.. i CAN honestly .. i think anyho. so thats what i'm goin to do.. stop thinking about everything and just TRY and stay ... was goin to say happy but what the freak is happy.. its just some lame arse emotion that we try and tell ourselves is worth it..but its not... i think that happiness is so far up on this freaking pedestal that is so hard to reach.. i think we need to bring it down alittle bit..just maybe content.. just content to let things be.. to not have to have this constant need to be HAPPY all of the time..coz that is too hard.. its just too HARD..... ffffaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrkkk...... well happy monday to me.. i woke up thinking today is going to be a positive day..its a new day.. its goin to be a good day..but alittle while in..and i'm struggling.. and now that i've brought everyone else down to my level i should really stop rambling and just get on with things... its going to be a good good day....

told you to look away at the start of the rambling so maybe you should've just looked away.. {ps.. that is definately a line from Bridesmaids ..that show is so freaking funny.. i love it..}

ok.. happy days to everyone.. and i'll be back during the week no doubt...

what a weekend.. full of UPS and downs.....

hey hey... so whats you been up to.. well as you know the girls came up and we went and had an awesome night..and then... well... today has been my low... yep the high has worn off well and truely and now ... well... lets just say....


so yeah.. one thing that is just annoyin the bejeebes out of me is my alone time.... i'm not alone.. i just want to sell this place so i can move out .. just me and the kids.. yeah the kids go to their dads etc and i have ME time..no one to make me feel guilty if i watch a movie, or have a rest, or scrap or spend wasteful time on facebook..where i can just do what the freak i want to.. and i dont have to answer to anyone.and if the kids come home after their dad time and they are alittle crazy i dont have to listen to the crap .. they should be home earlier so then they dont fight for your attention... and they will go to bed... and blah the farking blah.. {sorry.. vent}..anyho.. i just cant wait for that.. so yes its official i have definately made up my mind... i WILL be renting by myself................ yes its freaking the crap out of me..but i so cant wait.. i think its about time... i NEED to do this for ME..not for anyone else but ME.................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for FARK sake...........
ok..thats better.........................
oh do you guys remember this guy...

yep STEVE URKEL..... well when i was looking for the previous song.. i found this..............

yeah.. its HIM... and nO he isnt singing.... but just acting for the film clip.... but it is so funny... so anyho thats my music clips for tonight coz i also have a DOUBLE yep double that i did the other day..

"Go See Zoom"
yes it is based on the amazing Leeann Pearce's layout... but its just plane lol plain wrong.. to say the jury is still out on how i feel about it is an understatement.. i wasnt going to show but as i said to Heather the other day you just have to show the crap and the good... just so people dont think that your perfect... bhahahahsahhhahahahahhaaaaaaaaa,,, i am a LONG way off being perfect.. anyho......closies...

LEFT side..
RIGHT side...
closie of details... part of the title... awesome Rainbow Splender pinwheels... awesome...so thats it..

sorry for the ramblings but you know i've just got to get it off of my chest..and i cant exactly ring someone coz then she would hear and then i'd have a whole lot more SHIT to put up with and its just not worth it.... so .. i'll be back... well.. yeah someday this week.. i did a layout today..sweet................................................bye....

this Face........

so for my birthday my most gorgeous friends gave me a scrappy gift voucher from here..and one of the things i brought was this...

well not all of them but.. COMET TAIL .. yeh i know BB its orange..but so fun... so then i just had to do this layout...

"That Face"

What can i say.. inspired by the most awesome teacher in the LAND... Lou.... thanks miss.. i did learn something and it did sink in..honest..... and yes she is the bestest teacher...... CLOSIES.....

oh yeah.. got some of the NEW october Afternoon Sidewalks stuff as well.. now that is gorgeous....
and a scrapmatts frame.. and yep.. a The Chip Chop Shop birdy..sweet as... and another {sorry SHarmaine} tag.... and some of my flowers.. {will update the shop on here sometime this century.promise..lol}

and another closie.. love the background and all these details..woot woot.. was fun.... cept trying to keep my space clean..whoops.. {oh oh i will have to blog that later... i did Facebook the whole clean experience but just in case i will share in the next couple of days...}

and then something from... Show Us Your Stuff...
Just a reminder that from November 1st where our new DT showcase their talents we will be showcasing guest DT's and we have some very special designers/artists to show you!!

The Group 1 challenge sketch will be up on the first of the month and you will have until the end of that month to complete your challenges.
Then Group 2 challenge (it may be colour, quotes, you never know what it will be!)
will go up on 15th of each month then you will have until 15th of the next month to complete the challenge!

At SUYS we have some very talented guests and we will have 2 per month!!
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and then... {insert SORRY now}

i came here tonight with the sole purpose of just sharing a layout..and well instead there is probably goin to be some ramblings of my mind.. since it IS my blog i think that i am allowed to..so please just skip to the comments and make sure you leave me one if you dont want to listen to my ramblings.. NOW...

ok... so your still here.. well i've put the house on the market.. yep i'm selling up and movin onto NEW and exciting pastures.. well maybe not superbly lushious and green but pastures non the less... and in my cleaning spree i have been thinking.. thinking about a house i want to rent.. and how the ONE must is that it has a making room or just some where... i have the need to create.. and i'm not just talking about scrapping.. you see i mindlessly spent 2 years doin a visual arts course..yeah sure it was coz i didnt want to study i just wanted to waste my brain.. do something mind numbing where i dont have to think just do... and now that feeling has been starting to come back to me.. you see...during my course on of the things i really really loved was Life drawing..yep.. LIFE drawing.. having a model come in where i can pick apart part of their body .. and feel free to do what i pleased with it.... i love that.. but i can tell you that at the start it really really wasnt like that.. you see i was a very...... well........ umm not sure how to say it but.. probably naive no no no not naive but not ..well travelled.. putting it nicely..as a matter of fact i havent even been anywhere.. {ps this is in code so yeah read into it..}...yep i hadnt even left the block.. i wasnt the person people wanted so i was just me.. and then to be thrown into a world of ART where life in all its forms is embraced even worshipped was a REAL learning curve for me..but in the end was something that i liked the most.. anyho. to cut a long story short i think i might go back in the new year and do a couple life drawing courses.. mmm something to think about .but in the mean time i think i might just have to find me some pencils or even a canvas or two and start to do ..well just stuff..i remember what it felt like to create.. to draw or paint or my favourite to PRINT something that i liked.. what i felt like doing.. i must admit i'm no where near being a good artist or even an mediocure one.. but i dont care. i think i just want to be able to do again.. anyho thats my rant.. over said its out there.. now to see if i actually do anything in the new year.. fingers crossed that this house sells quickly and i can get onto things that i want.. {i'm still deciding exactly what i want ... but you know what i mean}.. anyho....i'll leave with this.. he is currently hangin in my bedroom.. {opposite a female form..but i wont show that one..contains nudity..lol..]

so there you have it.. oh and if you've managed NOT to fall asleep during this rant..please feel free to leave me a comment.. lol.. PLEASE.. okay then.. bye...

come on in and take a load off.......

welcome welcome welcome.. {esp ZINGA....}
just another sunday sEsh for you all......
sorry i've missed a couple of sesh{es}.. so sorry but you know when your feeling alittle down you just cant be bothered... well usually i BOTHER.. i'm the one who goes out of my way to make others feel great or good..or just make them smile....
and well the last couple of weeks i just COULDNT be well... {{insert a 6 letter word beginning with F..and ending in ED... }} yep i think you get the message...
but today i had alittle but much needed cry.. and just to mask how i was feeling so that no-one would notice.. i watched "Seven Pounds" with Will Smith.. and holy crap you could definately say that i needed a few tissues..if you havent seen it then watch it.. {but hint.. actually watch, really watch the start... } anyho.. so cry over and then i had a rest... needed it.. although last night was an early one ..snuck out and home in bed by 12:30.. was out end of season trophy night.. so i got to get dressed up.. yep a DRESS even..hehehe..oh but the theme was black and white {semi-formal}.. i had trouble..needed colour so i added these....
yep i FINALLY wore them.. and they were so coolio... was definately the hottest shoes there.. hehhehehe....so anyho.. i went home early ... was feeling in the mood not to talk to anyone..well not really in the mood but i have trouble talking to people.. i actually said that to someone last night and they were.. you talk to people all the time at work..its what you do.. you talk and sell stuff... AND yeah granted i do.. but as i also said then was .. i can do that because i know that for the most part i dont or wont have to see them again so it doesnt matter..but when i go to talk to people i dont know or only know alittle well... i just cant... i really really STUGGLE.. so this got me thinking [yep i do that too much as well] if i cant talk to people then i really am goin to be alone for the rest of my life.. i'm sure people think i'm rude but i'm not.. i'm just boring and CANT do it... trust me i am boring... seriously.. have you not read my blogs.. i am boring.... see you are goin to sleep reading this............ dont lie i know you are so.. WAKE UP JEFF...hehehehheee..
ok.. seriously what am i goin to do.. so what i've decided since going out isnt working... i'm just goin to hibernate.. and only go out very rarely... {cept have special people on 11 NOv so will be goin then..}.. so no more if people text "Drinks" i'll be saying no thanks.... i need to start getting myself in order.. so i ran again today..havent been able to since i hurt my knee at indoor soccer a few weeks ago and you know what it felt good.. so i AM getting up and goin of a morning again.. i dont care if its just me and Milo {dog}.. i am goin to do it...i'm goin to try and get myself right.. i need to pull myself out of MY hole that i have dug and am hiding in right now.. even though i have said i'm hibernating i will be digging... so not really hibernating but you know..not goin OUT there but diggin in wards to find something.. some spark..thats it i've lost some SPARK.. so if you've seen it please return it ASAP......

ok enough crap from me ... and let the good times begin......
just stumbled on this... its ... wait for it...
T-PAIN.... yep T-PAIN.. but trust me listen to it....


and then.. Eliza Doolittle


now this one..Bombay Bicyle club... you dont neccessary have to listen {but try}
WATCH the video.. these people.. i want to be one of them when i grow up..


{{PS.. i facebooked anothery of their songs.. GLORIOUS..and yep i am about to leave this once i've finished this post to purchase their cd from iTUNES.. Bombay bicycle club - A different kind of fix}..

oh and i've been doing stuff....

{PS,, definately NOT THE SAME PAGE here. its two..lol..}
so been needing to use that part of my brain.. right now its screaming to be used..might have to get myself some canvases.. i think i need to play..... let that part be free....... in more ways than scrapping.. i have been feeling the NEED to visit some galleries..but i just havent.. but i think its time i started to go again just so i can sit and be... well.. wherever it takes me..
so enough said for tonight.. bye.
and thanks for your love ..... happy days to you all....

SUNDAY night song....

so since i have absolutely NO freaking life.. i just thought i'd share this with you all......


oh so something you may be interested in.... a sneaky peaky..

and then... well back to my non existent life.. today i did jack shit... nothing.. i laid on the couch and watched 2 movies back to back.. yep.. 2.. and yep.. by myself..so superbly freaking exciting i am..sorry you must have also already guessed that i 'm having a... ... .. well you know .. share lets call it.. i'm speaking crap just to make me feel better... so ........

what did you get up to this weekend????? oh i am dreaming ... laying on a beach.... by myself naturally... the serenity.... the smell... the feel of sand.... oh...... sigh...

oky thats it.. enough of my crapola... bye for now.. please leave me some words of wisdom or if your not that wise.. just some crap to make me feel good... happy days.... mwah..

whoops.. just deleted my sugar baby signature...but.. by....

SUGAR BABY....

hhehehehhehehee......