so yeah.. one thing that is just annoyin the bejeebes out of me is my alone time.... i'm not alone.. i just want to sell this place so i can move out .. just me and the kids.. yeah the kids go to their dads etc and i have ME time..no one to make me feel guilty if i watch a movie, or have a rest, or scrap or spend wasteful time on facebook..where i can just do what the freak i want to.. and i dont have to answer to anyone.and if the kids come home after their dad time and they are alittle crazy i dont have to listen to the crap .. they should be home earlier so then they dont fight for your attention... and they will go to bed... and blah the farking blah.. {sorry.. vent}..anyho.. i just cant wait for that.. so yes its official i have definately made up my mind... i WILL be renting by myself................ yes its freaking the crap out of me..but i so cant wait.. i think its about time... i NEED to do this for ME..not for anyone else but ME.................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for FARK sake...........
ok..thats better.........................
oh do you guys remember this guy...
yeah.. its HIM... and nO he isnt singing.... but just acting for the film clip.... but it is so funny... so anyho thats my music clips for tonight coz i also have a DOUBLE yep double that i did the other day..
"Go See Zoom"
LEFT side..
RIGHT side...
closie of details...
part of the title... awesome Rainbow Splender pinwheels... awesome...so thats it..
sorry for the ramblings but you know i've just got to get it off of my chest..and i cant exactly ring someone coz then she would hear and then i'd have a whole lot more SHIT to put up with and its just not worth it.... so .. i'll be back... well.. yeah someday this week.. i did a layout today..sweet................................................bye....
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I want you too know I know EXACTLY how you feel....I too have those kinda P's in my life!!! You are being SO BRAVE.....to move out and rent on your own with the kids, I think it's a FAB move : ) You're an AWESOME person, and should never ever have to justify your parenting skills or way of living to anybody.....that kinda shite wears even the happiest of people down! Oh and your lo......I LOVE it.....maybe you don't like it cos it's something different to what you usually do? I thinks it's fab...full of texture and playfulness and just well super neatoness......Hope you have a great week GORGEOUS GAL....Love and Peace xox
Vent and ramble away girl ... I am always doing that. I couldn't wait to go out on my own and to get rid of everything we had together ... except the kids of course LOL however I do try somedays but they keep coming back LOL
As Jess said that shyte wears even the happiest of people down but you will get through and will be happier at the end
Hugs
Tracy :)
Whoops forgot great layout love all the layers and texture
praying your house sells quick for you Leanne...definitely sounds like you need your own space...and rightly so:) Nothing worse than trying to keep other people happy all the time...thinking of you xx
renting on your own as a single mumma is only scary at the thought of it. Some of my greatest memories came in my rented house. And I wont lie sometimes I think back to the peace i had in that lil house and I miss it greatly.
You can do it. Fingers crossed your house sells super super quick
You will be fine and on your own in NO time flat. Fingers crossed the house sells nice and quick and you can get your own place and space and do your own thing. LOVE, LOVE, LOVE this LO.
Oh sweets I'm sorry! I kinda know how you feel, cause Mum looks after Riley during the day and drops him home etc, she has alot to do with us and feels its ok to interfere. Looking forward to a break from it next year :)
You are once amazingly strong, kind, loving and AWESOME woman! You can do ANYTHING! You need to make YOUR life the way you want it! I consider myself LUCKY to be able to say that YOU are my friend! You ROCK LJ!!
And this layout is SUPER cool!! Loving that blue! Love you xoxo
Oh Man....! I hope this house sells quickly for you and you can strike out on your own and prove others wrong!! ;) You know you can do it so vent, rant, scream, yell or do whatever you need to do right now. :D
And OMGosh!!! I love the banner on your double LO! Woot woo! Seriously fun LO.
Hope you are having a better day today....x
....its all been said, take care of yourself Leanne, more random gorgeous layouts too!
You know i'm not far away if you need to escape - did you have any takers over the weekend?
It will sell, you will rent and you will do it. Yep scary but it can be done. Fingers crossed on a quick sale so the 2012 brings you all kinds of fun and exciting times.
And this page, nope, not crap to me. LOVE LOVE LOVE it in fact. So there, I have said my piece....lol.
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