just another sunday sEsh for you all......
sorry i've missed a couple of sesh{es}.. so sorry but you know when your feeling alittle down you just cant be bothered... well usually i BOTHER.. i'm the one who goes out of my way to make others feel great or good..or just make them smile....
and well the last couple of weeks i just COULDNT be well... {{insert a 6 letter word beginning with F..and ending in ED... }} yep i think you get the message...
but today i had alittle but much needed cry.. and just to mask how i was feeling so that no-one would notice.. i watched "Seven Pounds" with Will Smith.. and holy crap you could definately say that i needed a few tissues..if you havent seen it then watch it.. {but hint.. actually watch, really watch the start... } anyho.. so cry over and then i had a rest... needed it.. although last night was an early one ..snuck out and home in bed by 12:30.. was out end of season trophy night.. so i got to get dressed up.. yep a DRESS even..hehehe..oh but the theme was black and white {semi-formal}.. i had trouble..needed colour so i added these....
yep i FINALLY wore them.. and they were so coolio... was definately the hottest shoes there.. hehhehehe....so anyho.. i went home early ... was feeling in the mood not to talk to anyone..well not really in the mood but i have trouble talking to people.. i actually said that to someone last night and they were.. you talk to people all the time at work..its what you do.. you talk and sell stuff... AND yeah granted i do.. but as i also said then was .. i can do that because i know that for the most part i dont or wont have to see them again so it doesnt matter..but when i go to talk to people i dont know or only know alittle well... i just cant... i really really STUGGLE.. so this got me thinking [yep i do that too much as well] if i cant talk to people then i really am goin to be alone for the rest of my life.. i'm sure people think i'm rude but i'm not.. i'm just boring and CANT do it... trust me i am boring... seriously.. have you not read my blogs.. i am boring.... see you are goin to sleep reading this............ dont lie i know you are so.. WAKE UP JEFF...hehehehheee..
ok.. seriously what am i goin to do.. so what i've decided since going out isnt working... i'm just goin to hibernate.. and only go out very rarely... {cept have special people on 11 NOv so will be goin then..}.. so no more if people text "Drinks" i'll be saying no thanks.... i need to start getting myself in order.. so i ran again today..havent been able to since i hurt my knee at indoor soccer a few weeks ago and you know what it felt good.. so i AM getting up and goin of a morning again.. i dont care if its just me and Milo {dog}.. i am goin to do it...i'm goin to try and get myself right.. i need to pull myself out of MY hole that i have dug and am hiding in right now.. even though i have said i'm hibernating i will be digging... so not really hibernating but you know..not goin OUT there but diggin in wards to find something.. some spark..thats it i've lost some SPARK.. so if you've seen it please return it ASAP......
ok enough crap from me ... and let the good times begin......
just stumbled on this... its ... wait for it...
T-PAIN.... yep T-PAIN.. but trust me listen to it....
and then.. Eliza Doolittle
now this one..Bombay Bicyle club... you dont neccessary have to listen {but try}
WATCH the video.. these people.. i want to be one of them when i grow up..
{{PS.. i facebooked anothery of their songs.. GLORIOUS..and yep i am about to leave this once i've finished this post to purchase their cd from iTUNES.. Bombay bicycle club - A different kind of fix}..
oh and i've been doing stuff....
{PS,, definately NOT THE SAME PAGE here. its two..lol..}so been needing to use that part of my brain.. right now its screaming to be used..might have to get myself some canvases.. i think i need to play..... let that part be free....... in more ways than scrapping.. i have been feeling the NEED to visit some galleries..but i just havent.. but i think its time i started to go again just so i can sit and be... well.. wherever it takes me..
so enough said for tonight.. bye.
and thanks for your love ..... happy days to you all....
12 comments:
Have I been a bad friend?
Hey Leanne,
I hear you. If you need someone to chill with (movies, scrappin'or just plain nothing), I'm hear. I'm a good listener, not so much into the talking myself, never really know what to say.
You looked amazing saturday night!
take care Leanne....
{{{hugs}}} I hope you feel better soon. ps- I'm only a phone call away...x
OOOOOHH loving those shoes Leanne!! Had a lovely time catching up at the show and seeing your yummy work up close! Sometimes you need a little alone time to gather your thoughts and feelings.. sending you big hugs :)) take care
Oh my deary. Maybe it's the time of year, not much happening so not highly motivated???
Anyways, I am sure you will pick yourself up soon and those girls will take you out for a drink or 20 and you can let your hair down.
And I looooooove those shoes. See as much as I would love to wear them, I never could, that's the shy side of me in case they gave me attention....
Hey love the shoes chick...and don't you just love it when blogger does that updating thing... now when you click on the pictures you get a whole screen. Makes it awesome for viewing those tiny details at times. awesome yeah! thanks for the sugar.
back at yeah now get scrappin!
oh and watch this for a good pick me up and laugh!!!!
http://elizabethkartchner.blogspot.com/2011/09/get-crafty-with-cleetus-returns.html
and
http://elizabethkartchner.blogspot.com/2011/10/get-crafty-with-cleetus-episode-3.html
oh hunni.. chase those dulldrums away! You're on the right track with exercise! Nothing like it to get those endorphines kickin'. Big www hugs to you sweets!! You are one of the most caring chickies I know, so that makes you pretty awesome to me!! :)) xxxxx
... and a few more... xxxxxxxxxx
Hey Leanne, sorry you were feeling so down....I've been down lately too and gone into hibernation. I'm just an email away if you need to get things off your chest ;)
AHHHHHH _ GOTTA BE IN ON THE SUNDAY SESH!!! Mine was spent in the sun with a few mates and a few Caronas... too many...
ok... so I am not cool enough to have an i-pod... but I do have a $20 mp3 player from Target that I love.. and have Eliza Dolittle on it.. its like you are hacking my poxy mp3... scary.
LOvin' those shoes... want them...
Cant imagine you being boring... I always come over to this blog for a giggle and good music.. you always make me smile. SOOO wish I lived closer... I would giveyou a hug and a shake and get your groove thang on and show you how to PARTAY!!
OH YEAH...SCRAPPIN...I left a comment on the next post coz I love your page.. super cute..
BTW - Jas has a lonely shoe you had better get ready to dodge....
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